girl@mixedfeelings

2010-04-15T18:59:00.002+08:00

The best things in life don't happen unless you take risks ,
don't be afraid to take the risks .
Be who you are and hope people accept you .
If they don't , too bad then .
Always be real , never ever be fake .
Smile when you are happy , cry when you are sad .
Never hold emotions inside .
Let yourself risks getting hurt , let yourself try something new .
Not what other people tells you to do .
Fall in love , take a chance .
Hoping the other people feels the same too .
Love is a risk .
It could bring pleasure or pain or even both .
Life is a gamble .
You will never know what it bring .
Live in the moment and don't dwell on the past .
Find the good in everybody .
Think positive , do positive too .
Follow your heart and do what is right .

thoughimaynotbefeelinggoodaboutit ,
stilliwishesyoubest .

2010-03-30T21:42:00.002+08:00

As we grow up , we learn that even the person that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will .
In fact , you will have your heart broken probably more than once .
And , its harder everytime .
However , you'll have a fear even when its over .
You will break other's heart too ,
so , remember how it felt when yours was broken .
Everyone won't feel good when their heart is broken .

It seems so near yet so far .
Why is this so ?

2010-03-14T21:55:00.002+08:00

Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances ,
losing and finding happiness ,
appreciating the memories and learning from the past .
Love the people who treat you right ,
forget about the ones who don't .
Believe that everything happens for a reason .
If you get a chance , take it .
If it changes your life , let it .
Nobody said that it'd be easy ,
but they promised ,
it would be worth it .

2010-03-02T22:22:00.003+08:00

Was surfing the net just now and i came across this :

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most ?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had ?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say .
Don't be afraid to tell someone you loved them .
But if you do , they might break your heart . If you don't , you might break theirs .
Have you decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid losing what you already had with that person ?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't . You can't tell your heart what to do .
It does it on it's own when you least suspect it , or even when you don't want it to .
Have you even wanted to love someone with everything you had , but that other person was too afraid to let you ?
Too many of us walled up because we are too afraid to care too much .
For fear that the other person does not care too much , or even at all .
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle ?
We tell lies when we are afraid .
Afraid of what we don't know , afraid of what others will thinks , afraid of what will be found out .
But everytime we tell a lie , the thing we fear grows stronger .
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump .
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done or could have had .
What would you do if everytime you fell in love and had to say goodbye ?
What would you do if everytime you wanted someone and they would never be there ?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never get to tell them how you felt ?
(even if it is that you don't care anymore)
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them ?
What you you do if you never get the chance to say i am friends with all my family and they know you love them ?
People live , but people die too .

What do you people think about this quote ?

Well , to me , I think that this is so true and awesome quote that got me thinking .

2010-02-23T21:40:00.002+08:00

Hi people , Chinese New Year is coming to an end soon .
Do you thinks that it passes very fast or passes very slow ? Well , i thinks it passes quite slow as it's the same every year . It's all visiting and visiting , gathering and gathering , gambling and gambling , eating and eating , isn't it ? However , I still enjoyed myself as I can get to see my cousins and relatives . It's quite a good feeling to have chats together and you can hear laughters anytime during the talkings . Hahas .

In this world , i thinks there are many kind of human beings living , such as kind , friendly , helpful , caring , proud , sarcastic , etc . Well , I've always encounter those people who talks or says words that has another meaning from what they've said . And , when you confront them , they actually denied and says that you're sensitive in some ways or have taken it too seriously and had misunderstood what they've said in some purposely(?) , weird(?) tone . (i don't know how to describe the tone)
But hello ? Don't thinks or treat people like a dumb or a fool . If you are a human , no matter how dumb you are , you will still know what the person is trying to say or what they meant or they are implying on . However , i don't really understand why those people do not want to admit what they actually meant . Instead , those people will give you a very fake smile while they , themselves thinks that it's a natural smile . Oh please , it's just so fake lahs ! Well , one has their limits . You have yours , so do others . If i can be mature and understands things well than before , I don't see the point why you can't do it when you are older than me .

Oh ya , this is just a random post .
I'm not referring to anyone here .
If anyone of you thinks that I'm actually referring to you ,
then , I've got nothing to say as I've stated that I'm not referring to anyone here .

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

2010-02-14T23:11:00.002+08:00

Hi people !
It's the first day of Chinese New Year today !
Hope everyone will have a good year ahead with good fortune !

Will update what i've done soon .
Tired now , after the whole day of house visiting .

F

2010-02-01T16:05:00.002+08:00

it seems like my surname is lai .
you people are correct , and everything is my fault .
nb !

whatever

2010-01-13T17:08:00.002+08:00

i know how people look at me .
i know how people thinks of me .
even though you people never says it out , i still know .
its too obvious to hide it from me [:
whether you people or whomever wants to look down on me or not ,
just go ahead . continue to say me for all you want [:

Will i make it ?

2010-01-10T01:53:00.004+08:00

my Os result will be out like soon !
ohmygawd !
nervous ? excited ? scared ? happy ?
wow , its a mixed feelings !
taking results will be more scare than you sits for examinations .
before sitting for examinations , i was thinking what will the questions be ?
will it be a difficult paper or easy paper .
now that my examinations are all over , i'm here thinking how will i do for this examinations .
its either i do well or badly done .
i think its more on badly done .
however , i still hope that i will be able to at least make it to poly .
as for courses , its a real big headache !
well , its too early for me to choose now as i have not get back my results .
this is life isn't it ?
its always either studying life or working life .
when i'm studying during my secondary school days , i wish i could step into working life .
when i've started working , i miss studying .
finally i realised the big difference between it .
its a very big difference i could say .
work changed me , studying does not changed me much .
hahas ! hahas !

i'm so tired , yet i can't sleep .

it had been so long since we last met !

2010-01-08T17:49:00.004+08:00

a day out with lisa was simply great !
i was late even though the meeting place was near my home .
how terrible can i be ? hahas . i'm sorry !
was suppose to go to bugis . but lisa changed her mind when we're on the train .
went to orchard instead . hahas .
so it goes like this :
fareast>wisma>heeren>orchard central>313>plaza singapura .
chatted lots of things with her .
lots of memories flashed back .
we're always together as a group of 6 girls .
we've gone through so many things together especially when we are sec 4 .
we've quarrelled over small things as well .
(now we thinks that its a small matter , but we thinks that its a big matter back then)
we gossiped and shoot each other with hurtful words and such , we don't even know how's their feelings cause we've never ever put ourself in their shoes .
well , we might be childish in the past but definitely not now .
we've grown up now and do not behave like a little kid now .
even though i have not met my girls for such a super duper long time ,
but i know we have not forget each other even though we do not meet as often in the past .
i still remember how close we are back then .
but now , all of us have different life and such .
No matter what , i still wishes you girls well in your future endeavours !

Bye 2oo9 !! Hi 2010 !!

2009-12-31T16:42:00.003+08:00

i know it had been a month or more since i last blogged .
i've nothing much to say actually .
therefore it leads to no update of blog .
its the last day of 2oo9 today .
i'm not sure if my friends had a good year of 2oo9 .
but for me , i seriously thinks that its not a very good year .
many things happened one after one .
be it school stuffs or family stuffs .
hopefully , 2o1o will be a better year .
as we grow older every year , we have to be more mature and think more wisely .
i think i'll have to be more independent and not relying on others everytime .
we have to be on our own eventually .
to think back , other than studying this year , i've learned alot from my friends too .
things like how to talk things out nicely in a manner that we don't offend or hurt each other .
not all things have to sort out by using fist . it does not help .
but being innocent when one knows that they are the one who mess up the problem ,
does not help either .
i've come across this kind of person before .
he/she tends to be very nice to you yet backstabbing behind you .
worse , they look down on you when he/she is not better than you ,
but worse than us a billion times .
still can be so boastful in front of us when he/she does not have or do as what they say .
really cannot tolerate this kind of shitty person .
please lahs , do not compare yourself with us .
i know you won't get to see this .
but still , i hope that you will have a chance to read this .
(Darling & ming wei , you will know who i am referring to . )
however , what's done cannot be undone .
so , just forget it .
maybe forgive and forget will make one more happier . hahas !
enough said , hope you people will enjoy your day and have a better 2010 !
CHEERS !

2009-11-13T08:49:00.009+08:00

It's been quite some time since i last blog .
My exams are finally over .

No matter how i do , its already over .

So no point keep on thinking about it .

Instead , i should make plan for my next step .

And you know what , I'm so freeeeeeeeeeeee now !

But plenty of outings are being planned before exams . hahas .

Haven fix a proper date to go cause all of us wants to get a job soon .

Darling , if i never get to find a job , you should know what am i going to do rights ?

hahas . (inside joke)

Yesterday ,

Went out with Florence and Cody .

Only one word to describe the outing .

F-U-N !! hahas .

Went marina square and orchard as well .

Orchard damn boring .

But , never mind .

I still enjoyed myself alot . Hope you all have enjoyed too [:

More outings next time please . hahas .

2009-07-31T13:30:00.000+08:00

Had not been updating my page for some time ya ?
sometimes , i'm just plain lazy . hahas !
quite a few things happened recently .
its quite tiring and sad .
Sad not because of you* .
People whom i'm close to would know who i'm referring to .
school or home , if there's a problem or whatsoever ,
i thinks at this age , we SHOULD know how to draw a LINE between it .
Since its over , i shall not say much .
This is not a proper post . Will post a proper one soon .

2009-06-30T21:22:00.004+08:00

Last posted on 9June , its the end of month today .
How times flies . hahas . i shall blog today .
Had been studying during the past few weeks .
Had my examinations last week . longer duration than the papers that i sat for 3 months ago .
For the whole of last week , i sat for 3 or 3 an a half hours for all papers .
Same thing to be said , combined humanities was a disaster man !!
My answer booklet , nothing more than half a page . How cool ?
left one of the question blank as well .
Alright , enough of this . don't wish to elaborate any further [:

Today , went to school as usual .
When the clock strike 12 exactly ,
hooray ! class ended !
Went northpoint with florence & zahirah to get our books ,
and off to cineleisure then to fareast plaza ((:My heels caught florence's attention [:
Went MONDO , she's very close to buy one pair that is quite the same to mine .
However , i managed to persuade her to think carefully before she buys , and told her that there's still lots of shop that may have something nicer than this . Indeed , she managed to purchase the heels that she much more wanted at ANNA NUCCI . I swear that pair that she bought is much much more nicer on her ,than the pair she nearly buys . hahas .
Zahirah suggested to buy friendship ring when we are in one of the accessories shop . And ya , we bought it . All 3 of us .
Pictures of the day:

MIRROR reflection> 3 of us (:

with florence

with zahirah

ive got no idea why am i standing in this way . hahas !

i think , taking a picture of the 3 of us ,
is not an easy job or its skills that sucks ? hahas !

2009-06-09T14:50:00.003+08:00

its been long since i last blogged yeah ?
nothing much happens recently too .
i've missed one month of combined science classes including the practical lessons .
not that i didn't attend school . its the teacher who is sick for ONE WHOLE MONTH ?!
how terrible . & our exams is round the corner .
be it the the upcoming SA1 or O levels .
& we are starting to get worry .
hopefully the teacher would have a real speedy recovery and come back to teach us .
her teaching is good & clear .
or else , not to waste our money & time ,
change a teacher as soon as possible .

i want a satio(in red) or a aino(in white) !
its super chio man !!
its said to be out in 6 months time !!
which means around october it will be out !!
super excited !!
any kind soul who wants to buy it for me ??
i will thanks & love the person manymanymany !!!

2009-06-01T16:08:00.003+08:00

its my Chinese 'O' level paper today .
paper starts at 8.30a.m & they wants us to reach there by 7.30a.m to queue up and be seated .
guess what ?
7.10a.m , i'm at town calling to book cab .
very scare that i'll be late even though huishan said that it will be fine .
even asks the uncle to speed so that i will reach there as fast as i could .
and guess what ?
when i reached there at 7.40a.m ,
there's hell lots of people man !!
the queue to get in is also damn long man !!
the queue is long till hall 5 whereby my examinations held at hall 3 .
see how long the queue is .

i'm freezing when im inside doing my paper 1 even though i have jacket .
the invigilators took alot of time to count that number of scripts ,
and took up our break time which left us with only 15 mins .
ate nothing . came out to make calls & went back in again .

paper 2 worse . sneeze and sneeze and sneeze away .
managed to complete my paper on time as i thought i won't have enough time .
spent too much time on first and second section . hahas .
same thing , invigilators drag our time . longer this time round .
everything ended at 1 plus .
however , papers not that difficult afterall [:
saw yihuan while on my way back .
chatted awhile and went home .
its nice chatting with her .
hope to have chatting sessions with you girls soon [[:

2009-05-31T18:56:00.002+08:00

i miss everyone !
i think i should treasure and cherish everyone around me [:

i've got so many things to do next week .
when i'm free means free the whole week besides going to school and sindua .
when i've got outings going on , means busy for the whole week .
no ouings=boring & buried by books .
outings=fun & throw books aside ! hahas !
(but next week seems like everyday there's something on) hahas ! fun !

tomorrow's my chinese paper .
oh my god ! so fast lahs . hais .

2009-05-27T11:55:00.002+08:00

I was really tired for the past few days , but , was really happy too [:
Laughters nad laughters , poker and poker , busy and busy , fun and fun [:

Had 6 hours of maths on monday . *faints*
Cannot really absorb all of the topics .
But i have 1 maths pro , who is very willing to teach us . Hahas .
Yesterday , went gym in the late afternoon with JTXY .
did quite a number of workout there .
sweating like hell . but fun ! hahas .
Today , down with flu and gave poa class a miss .
hopefully , the teacher wont teach so much so that i wont miss out that much .

Wow !
That bloody ass mouth is shut for days like FINALLY !!
& yay ! i managed to keep suan-ing you yesterday .
how does you feels ? im sure you dont feel good .
BUT WHO CARES ?? i SHALL still CONTINUE as you did this to us until very shiok right ?
Now , its your turn . piece of words for you :
GET PREPARE FOR THE WORST .
if you are lucky , i will keep my mouth shut for the TIME-BEING only ,
as to let the adults help you wash brain ONE FINE DAY [[:

2009-05-19T11:14:00.002+08:00

YOU SERIOUSLY SUCKS TO THE HARD CORE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STOP GIVING THE F**KING BLACK FACE OF YOURS !!!!!
BLACK FACE B**CH ((:
WE ARE NOT HERE TO SEE YOUR BLACK FACE OR SOMEONE WHOM YOU CAN THROW YOUR TEMPER TO OKAYS ?!!!!!!!!!!
I HAD ENOUGH OF EVERYTHING !!
I SHALL REVENGE ONE FINE DAY [[:

2009-04-23T14:54:00.002+08:00

I finally understands what my teacher is teaching today !
Initially , don't intend to go for class today .
All thanks to my dad's talking+NAGGING!
i went for class today .
took the same bus with Ms Shauna(my combined humanities teacher) today .
didn't have the right mood to study in the beginning .
as i know i don't understand a single thing that she say .
but , SURPRISINGLY , she speaks slower today .
& i got a very clear picture of what is she teaching .
Well , this subject is indeed very easy to score .
PROVIDED , you understands & know how to answer source base questions .
i guess I'm not hating this subject so much .
after all , i can't run away from this fact that I'm sitting for this paper in 6 months time .
due to time constraints , i have to really pull up socks .
I hope that I'm not late to do so .

Yesterday ,
after POA class , stayed back in class to study with Florence & Zahirah [:
Due to some personal problems that Madelyn had , she didn't join us for the study sessions .
Started of with science to POA then back to science again .
1 hour later , we started chit-chatting & playing around . HAHAS .
As usual , the study sessions turned to playing sessions if its only the 3 of us .
but , its a different case with Cathy around as we sense some seriousness from her .
Looking forward to more study sessions with you girls ya ![:

2009-04-13T22:11:00.003+08:00

Spider webs forming up lers ! HAHAS !

Last Saturday went fareast with JTXY !

9 plus she came over to my place to wait for me .

Went to have breakfast before heading down to town .

Reached fareast , started going round & round , up & down the mall for so long .

Be it before buying things or after buying things .

Bought heels & two dresses while JTXY bought a top .

Got bored & head over to taka after much considerations .

Nothing much there as well .

Went back to fareast for manicure & pedicure . CHEAP !

Feels so comfortable . Service not bad too .

Nails done ! Cab home due to time constraints .

Will upload pictures when i'm free .

Today .

Caught SHOPAHOLIC at amk hub with her again .

SHE WAS LATE FOR MORE THAN HALF AN HOUR !

I sat there and wait like stupid . Hahas .

Show quite nice .

Rebbeca is like us . Couldn't resist from shopping .

There's no wrong eventually as which girl would not like shopping ?

Basically i assume no one . Hahas .

Relax and fun during shopping (:

LOVE IT !

Out of sudden , IMISSWORKING !

I miss how we used to enjoy during working time .

Laughing , chatting . joking , dancing , disturbing each other .

There's so much fun . We are just like one family . Daddy , Mummy , Children .

HAHAS ! SB05 PS ! MISSMISSMISS !

I did went back to work few weeks back with serene to help up with stock take .

2 new faces . Transferred over from other outlets . Friendly staffs .

Atmosphere there is still the same . No changes except their display .

IMISSMUMMYNAN !

It has been ages since i last saw her .

Shall go and look for her soon .

IMISSPOLLY , SERENE , YONGLONG , ANGELYN .

People whom i'm once closed to during working days .

Nice people . MISSMISSMISS !

Once again i'm so happy .

I was so surprised that you actually called me up that day .

Exchanged thoughts and views .

You are really good at reading my mind as what you used to be in the past .

Stop dwelling into the matter . It had all past .

There's no right or wrong . So , don't put the blame fully on you alrights ?

If the clock could turn back , ____________________________ .

imissyou .

2009-03-22T13:08:00.004+08:00

Posting for sunday 220309 .
Hello everyone !
I've had so much fun last night !
All of us get so high (((((:
Met polly at around 12 plus .
Went to have late breakfast before going to mummy nan's place .
Reached there not long & they are back for tea ceremony .
Slacked a while & chatted about the morning ''punishment'' they gave daddy boon before heading to hotel .
Daddy boon's brothers lobang us there .
Reached around 2 plus to 3 .
Suppose to rest but ended up chatting away in mummy nan's room . Hahas .
Back to our own room at 4 plus .
Showered , Make-up & doll ourselves up & went up to mummy nan's room again ,
while they went downstair & get prepared at the reception .

Dinner started .
Mummy nan & Daddy boon march in .
Sisters got so high & shouted throughout they walk in .
Sad , we aren't sitting at the table that we are supposed to be at .
But , never mind , we got table to sit at eventually .
When up to help mummy nan changed to her night gown after the first dish .
Came back for yum-sheng .
Joined brothers with the yum-sheng on stage .
Shouted as long as we could .
But some of us are laughing away . Too funny .
They went photo-taking and we were busy taking lots of pictures too . Hahas .
Reached our turn for the photo-taking .
All of us , including jessie , zong yu , jo & family toast to mummy nan & daddy boon .
As planned , the toast came out loud and long . FUN !
The only table that toast to them personally (((:
Brothers got so SURPRISED ! Hahas .
After the dinner ended , started taking photos again .
Went up to room to chat & rest before heading home .
Left at nearly 1 & reached home at 1 plus .
Tired yet fun day !
CHEERS !
This is the photos that i have with me .

Sisters for the day ((:

Pretty mummy nan

2009-03-19T15:45:00.002+08:00

Anyone miss me ?
I haven't been blogging the past few days .
Having examinations this whole week .
Finally tomorrow last paper already !
Today's had rocket class again .
Fast and fast and fast .
Ended up don't understand .
My test paper is as clean as a fresh sheet of paper .
Nice bo ? I bet the teacher will have heart attack while marking my papers .
Well , since you teach so fast , this is what you get from me ((:
(I know i'm bad enough)
Past few papers was alright except for maths paper .
Not enough time to do . So sad .
I'm prepared to get my results 2 weeks later .
Did the evalution form after completed our papers .
All my ratings for this teacher is either strongly disagree or disagree .
Overall , i'm not the most mean person in class .
All my classmates rated STRONGLY DISAGREE .
Even wrote there her teaching sucks .
Hope the teacher won't get too upset . Hahas .

Its thursday today !
I'm looking so forward to SATURDAY !
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??
Because its my mummy nan's BIG DAY !
Oh my god . That's fast enough .
Seriously , i can't wait you know .
Hahas . Hahas .
2 days more only ((:
Shall ends here .
Will update again on monday (:

2009-03-15T17:05:00.003+08:00

Saturday :
Met serene 1.3o at chinatown , but she was late .
Ended up waiting for her for 3o minutes .
It's okay as she is not late everytime .
She came and off to look for gown .
Unfortunately , found nothing at OG .
Its all light colours instead of dark colours .
Its dark colours that we are looking for .
Left chinatown & headed down to bugis .
Oh my gosh ! Its damn bloody crowded !
Managed to squeeze ourselves into bugis junction .
Started with our gown hunting again .
Going up level by level , in and out the shops ,
going down level by level , in and out the shops .
Yet , found nothing still . WHY ?
The colours available is not what we are looking for .
There's lots of black . But we do not want to wear black .
Decided to get some finger food & off to ps .

Walked & walked & walked .
Finally reached ps .
Look for gown again .
Found suitable ones .
But its dress instead of gown .
Decided to target dress as we agree that we won't be wearing gown so often .
Tried & take photos .
Get a cup of drink as we are too thirsty .
Went up to find mummy nan .
Showed her the photos & she say colour and design okays .
Both of us relieved .
Was so worried that we have to continue looking again .
Chatted with her for a while before going to buy our dress .

Bought the dress & headed home .
The dress is cheap . Within our limit .
Reached home , put down my things & went out again .
Father fetch us for dinner & off to sin dua .
Went home at 12 plus in the midnight .

Sunday :
Went to bedok's temple for praying before heading for breakfast at jalan kayu .
After breakfast , went home for a while & come out again .
Went to ang mo kio hub to shop around , had lunch & come back again .
Just had my mask done not long ago & i'm here blogging ((:
Will be going out very soon .
I'm so busy this two days .
However , i've enjoyed my weekends .
Hope all of you do too !

2009-03-13T15:11:00.006+08:00

Today`s class is fine .
Comprehension again .
Sick of it , but no other choice ):
Didn't managed to complete in class .
Do as homework bahs .
Nothing much happen today .

I was rather shocked & surprise last night .
Didn't expect to receive the phone call from you .
I'm so happy , do you know ?
I guess you know as there's nothing much that i can hide it from you .
I really had a wonderful chat with you [:
I was on cloud nine throughout the talk ((((((:
We really had so much to talk , so much to ask .
Hang up at 1.3o in the midnight .
Even though we hang up , i still can't sleep .
I'm so happy that i can't sleep .
No one would know exactly how happy i am at that moment .
Hopefully , we will have more chat ya ((:

Here are some random pictures :

It is good that i have a beautiful memories .
This beautiful memories will always stay with me .
It is being kept tightly in my mind & bottom of my heart .
There is nothing that i could erase it off .
Though chance had slipped off my hand & will not come back again ,
i;m sure that memories won't slipped off my mind .
Hopefully , you won't forget as well (;
Stay happy [:

2009-03-12T16:26:00.002+08:00

Today`s class was like shit !
A rocket class that i attended today .
No difference even after she have read the feedback letter .
WHAT THE FISH !
She wants ask to write down the dictation as she reads ,
yet not giving us time to write . what is this ?
i don`t write very fast neither do my classmates too .
Seriously , is that so hard to slow down your speaking ?
She`s speaking too fast till i can`t catch up with her pace .

You said that combined humanities is a easy subject and can score easily .
It`s so easy for you to say .
It`s so hard for us to do .
Shouldn't you be teaching in a pace that we are & not we learning at the pace of yours ?
You`re going so fast and we listens that fast too .
BUT , i don`t understand a single bit of things .
How am i able to sit for examinations when i don`t even know anything ?
I`m really dreading the class test next Thursday .
I`m waiting for you to give me a big fat zero (:
Is this what you want to see ??
I assume so .

After lessons , went to trim my hair and had my treatment done (:
I still like sitting there to have my hair steamed .
It will always feels so light and smooth .
My hair is now better than the past .
It`s so effective . Happy with it .
Lucikly i met the right hairdresser [:
Sad , my money flew off just like that .
However , money is like birds .
It comes and goes .
Shall end here and update again tomorrow .

2009-03-11T18:32:00.002+08:00

back from library 2 hours ago .
went with jacqueline & sharon .
returned books & borrowed books .
wonder if i have the time to read .
mugging hard for the test next week .
hopefully , i can do well .

Class was fine today though i had some difficulties in understanding .
such a sad thing ):
Overall , for the rest of the subjects i am still able to cope & understand .
But , for COMBINED HUMANITIES , i`m sank at the bottom .
expected during the first lesson . the teacher sucks . HATE !
speaking so fast as if she`s catching the train .
i guess she teach for the sake of money .
don`t know sway or what , to have a teacher like this .
Tomorrow is her lesson .
Oh my god ! i will just be yawning away for the whole 3 hours i think .
anyway , wrote her a feedback letter .
simple yet straight-forward . hahas .
what will happen if her face is BLACK tomorrow ?
ai ya , i will stop thinking so much .
tomorrow shall see how bahs .

& i HATE people who looks down on me .
save up your breathe .
don`t talk to me in that tone .
IF in your eyes , i`m that LOUSY to you ,
then why bother to ask so much about my stuffs ?
shouldn`t you ask people whom you think is the best ?
this is just you . A word to describe ,
FAVOURITISM !

2009-03-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

after much considerations ,
i`ve decided to create this blog (:
under jacqueline`s help ,
my blog is finally done .

oh my goodness ,
its hell long lahs .
stucked at the beginning already .
jialats , blog bai chi ):
once again ,
THANKS JTXY !